April 21, 2008 @ 2:01 pm    547 words in post  

I learned so much about “LOVE” since I left this blog. Love is full of meanings. I thought Love can always give me happiness.. but as far as i experienced, whatever happiness love can give, The pain can be the same and even worst. Love is really unpredictable! I don’t want to love again but I can’t help it.. I think I have to get use to it.

It is really hard for a relationship if you or your partner don’t trust each other. I always experience that and I hate that so much! This is our problem.. I don’t trust him and he don’t trust me too. I don’t know if I really have to blog this. I don’t have a diary only this blog of mine.

If God would give me one wish, I would wish that he turn back the time and I will right all my wrongs in my life. All I want is to be happy.. But the world has been so cruel to me.. I don’t know why I am always in this kind of situation. Problems financially, emotionally, physically and everything! I don’t want to ask God about this cause I never try to ask God when I feel happiness and fortune.

I just got this text message..

“8’s easy 2 say goodbye but too hard to forget..

why?

bec0z love is m0r dan words can say..

0nce u’ve fallen, u can’t help bUt fall over and over agEn..

s0 even if gudbyes have been sEd, There’s sumthing N D heart that says,

Please stay..

why?

BecOz 8s LOVE and D reason is UNKNOWN.
Despite the pain and heartaches..

lOve wil always retain 8s pride,
it’s sweetness and it’s mystery.”

This is a very sweet message but Do I have to believe this? I don’t know……………… someday maybe… For me, love is the most happiest and saddest thing that ever happened to me. There was time when I said, “I don’t want to fall in love with someone again” but LOVE is just so powerful! You can’t help it but fall in love. I ate the words I said. Now, I’m in this situation again. There was a saying I read on a book and I still remember it until now..

Along the Gateway of my heart, I wrote “No Trespassing” but Love came laughing by and said, “I Enter Everywhere”.

All I can say is.. This is absolutely TRUE!

I think I already tell everything what’s in my mind and heart now.. Um.. actually, 60% of what my mind and heart wants to say the 40% of it is still here <3. I will blog about this when time is right.. Have a nice day all of you!

1. Joy

   April 21st, 2008 at 2:30 pm

   Life never gets tough if you can handle it better. Cries wont be tears if you are not hurt. Sadness won’t mean anything unless your down. Anger will be nothin if apology come right after. Smile mean nothin if it comes from the unknown. A touch never says it cares unless you think so. There are lots of things in life that have a different meaning of its own. So if you feel like having a duel with life…Fight not because you are brave but because you are a coward who wanted to prove something.
   That’s all I can say Grace because I am also down presently. I hold on to prayers.



2. Janj

   May 1st, 2008 at 7:16 pm

   Love is like an inborn instinct given to man… You really just can’t avoid that girl… Just don’t get too involved with your emotions… You also consider your mind’s opinions…